*Takes a deep breath*
*prepares to log on to alt rp blog for the first time in 12 months*
pray for me
*Takes a deep breath*
*prepares to log on to alt rp blog for the first time in 12 months*
pray for me
Pratchett went back to older throwaway jokes (like dwarves being apparently unisex) and used them as metaphors to discuss social change, racial assimilation, and other complex issues, while reexamining the species he’d thrown in at the margins of his world simply because they existed at the margins of every other fantasy universe. If goblins and orcs and trolls could think, then why were they always just there to be slaughtered by the heroes? And if the heroes slaughtered sentient beings en masse, how heroic exactly were they? It was a long overdue start on redressing issues long swept under the rug by a parade of Tolkien successors who never thought of anyone green and slimy as anything but a notch on the protagonist’s sword, and much of the urgency in Pratchett’s last few books seemed to be related to them. “There’s only one true evil in the world,” he said through his characters. “And that’s treating people like they were things.”
And in the last of his “grown-up” Discworld books, that idea is shouted with the ferocity of those who have only a few words left and want to make them count. Goblins are people. Golems are people. Dwarves are people, and they do not become any less people because they decide to go by the gender they know themselves to be instead of the one society forces on them. Even trains might be people, and you’ll never know one way or the other unless you ask them, because treating someone like they’re a person and not a thing should be your default. And the only people who cling to tradition at the expense of real people are sad, angry dwellers in the darkness who don’t even understand how pathetic they are, clutching and grasping at the things they remember without ever understanding that the world was never that simple to begin with. The future is bright, it is shining, and it belongs to everyone.
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In the beginning, his Father forged the body he wore in the same molten furnace as the works of the Earth; he’d awoken knowing perfect affinity with each material Sang by Aulë, his own essence replete with their power. It was an act of desperate futility to bind any Maia with mere metal, but especially him– especially Sauron.
He’d begun to melt the chains as soon as they’d been hurled around him, almost without a thought. How does a foe I thought so keen of mind resort to this? His stern face wore only puzzlement as he summoned his red hammer to his hand, pulling it into being out of his own flesh– then the noise began, and his Noldor enemy sprung into practiced action.His hammer resists him. There is no magic, no Ainur presence besides himself, but something holds the weapon in the air as firmly as the fist of Tulkas, and his arms strain to bring it even an inch forwards. Red-gold eyes widen. The hammer bends– wilting as if in great heat. It disobeys his will and its solidity dispenses back into liquid potential, coating his skin, but he cannot reabsorb it. His own flesh buzzes with horrendous sound that is more than sound; the pressure without origin twists his feet from under him and he falls sideways into the wall just as surely as if the room had changed its axis. Maedhros looks at him with eyes narrowed in mad, victorious joy– the force that can incapacitate a Maia has no effect on him; he is its master.
He is frightened. He can hear the song of planets whispering from the disks of metal on the floor and ceiling, but he has never heard this arrangement before. It feels like something he should know, something the matter of his body should hold understanding of, something his Father made. It is new to him who helped shaped everything that is. He is frightened.
All the power in his muscles will not budge them from their fixed point, the coiling remains of his weapon, and the contorted lattice of metal that were the treacherous chains bind him as surely as shackles, dancing in strange liquid patterns on his skin. He can turn, but not move, twist around only to be repelled, as if the force had some malignant logic behind it. Water flows over the metal and over him, unsettlingly warm and smelling of hot metal. It drips from his face and beard the same temperature as blood, carrying his sweat with it. He does not hear what his enemy says, he does not see the runed ceramic knife until it is under his chin, tracing his sternum.
“What have you done– what is this? What have you done??” Are all the response he can give to prelude to torture, numb to any threat but the invisible hand that holds him improbably captive.
There is something singing in Maedhros’ blood, louder and louder with every step he takes towards the warped form of his captive.
It is something far more than the static hum of electricity running through coils of copper and inside the frozen conductors that should not even be conductors at all.
It is something visceral, that reaches deep enough to touch bone and make his chest hum like the strings of a harp at every heartbeat.
When the Noldo’s knife carves a precise triangle into his chest, his attention is bent entirely in frantic anticipation of an answer that never comes. Maedhros is toying with him. The chilling light catches the elf’s eyes like poison… He will not reveal the secret of this prison yet, there is too much satisfaction to be had in making his captive wait. Sauron knows this– this is his game, though he has never played this side of the board before.
But as the circuit is completed, white fire sears him where flesh makes contact with iron, and his mind goes blank.
Metal has never betrayed him this way before.
The shock of it draws a belated howl from him; it is as if his body is refusing to acknowledge the bite of a loyal hound until its fangs were bloodied thrice over. His delayed screams surprise even him.
Once, long ago, the maia had felt the gaze of Namo pass over his spirit. It had been cold and hollow, its pull unforgiving. Just beyond the agony of this strange electric fire, he could feel that same chill tug beneath the heat– it feels like dissolution. It feels like the nearest he can come to death.
The interior of his fana twists and pulls violently in opposing directions, his very atoms seem to wish to fly apart, and it is all he can do to hold the repelling forces together with brute strength of will. It is a small blessing that his jaw locks, for otherwise he would find himself begging through the roar of pain.
When he has fought in the past it was to maintain advantage; now, all thought is consumed by the urgent need to survive, to hang on, to regain control.
His eyes and flesh glow with the magnitude of this singular effort, unable to maintain the semblance of humanity any longer. Flakes of black oxide and ash peel off his molten skin. The harder he pulls himself in, the hotter the fire within him grows, and the whiter the heat of his frame…
When the core of him burns yellow-white as a furnace, he can feel the terrible power of Maedhros’s machine begin to slip. It gives him enough leverage to wrench himself off the wall, and with a drunken lurch, he takes a threatening step towards his gaoler.
“Pers… perseverance.” He hisses, smoke rising from his mouth and body. Waves of heat distort his vision, but he can see well enough to lunge.
gryphon982
answered your question “QUESTION:”
fanfic maybe? or would that still go under “drawing more”?
That’s also an interesting possibility! I’m self-conscious enough about my writing that I feel strange about offering up drabbles in exchange for payment, but it would be a good alternative to offering art prizes! :O
Keep me company while I bash my head against this comic page. :)))
eehn:
And after Celegorm Curufin spoke, more softly but with no less power-
I thought I would be able to knock these out faster, but the holidays and Star Wars (lol) were a big distraction. Anyway, I love these two. They’re great antagonists who are just sympathetic enough to be interesting and 3D.
By the way, that’s Tyelpe in the corner, if anyone is wondering.
Maedhros and Maglor/up next: is the twins and Caranthir.
OF THE HOUSELESS SPIRITS OF MIDDLE EARTH
“(..)The fea (soul) is single, and in the last impregnable. It cannot be brought to Mandos. It is summoned; and the summons proceeds from just authority, and is imperative; yet it may be refused. Among those who refused the summons (or rather invitation) of the Valar to Aman in the first years of the Elves, refusal of the summons to Mandos and the Halls of Waiting is, the Eldar say, frequent. It was less frequent, however, in ancient days, while Morgoth was in Arda, or his servant Sauron after him; for then the fea unbodied would flee in terror of the Shadow to any refuge – unless it were already committed to the Darkness and passed then into its dominion. In like manner even of the Eldar some who had become corrupted refused the summons, and then had little power to resist the counter summons of Morgoth.
But it would seem that in these after-days more and more of the Elves, be they of the Eldalie in origin or be they of other kinds, who linger in Middle-earth now refuse the summons of Mandos, and wander houseless in the world, unwilling to leave it and unable to inhabit it, haunting trees or springs or hidden places that once they knew. Not all of these are kindly or unstained by the Shadow.
Indeed the refusal of the summons is in itself a sign of taint. It is therefore a foolish and perilous thing, besides being a wrong deed forbidden justly by the appointed Rulers of Arda, if the Living seek to commune with the Unbodied, though the houseless may desire it, especially the most unworthy among them. For the Unbodied, wandering in the world, are those who at the least have refused the door of life and remain in regret and self-pity. Some are filled with bitterness, grievance, and envy. Some were enslaved by the Dark Lord and do his work still, though he himself is gone. They will not speak truth or wisdom.To call on them is folly. To attempt to master them and to make them servants of one own’s will is wickedness.
Such practices are of Morgoth; and the necromancers are of the host of Sauron his servant. Some say that the Houseless desire bodies, though they are not willing to seek them lawfully by submission to the judgement of Mandos. The wicked among them will take bodies, if they can, unlawfully. The peril of communing with them is, therefore, not only the peril of being deluded by fantasies or lies: there is peril also of destruction. For one of the hungry Houseless, if it is admitted to the friendship of the Living, may seek to eject the fea from its body; and in the contest for mastery the body may be gravely injured, even if it he not wrested from its rightful habitant. Or the Houseless may plead for shelter, and if it is admitted, then it will seek to enslave its host and use both his will and his body for its own purposes. It is said that Sauron did these things, and taught his followers how to achieve them.”
The History of Middle Earth, Vol. 10 (Morgoth’s Ring), J. R. R. Tolkien.
>8U AAAAUGH! No no, pretty sure that was my fault. XD I made the video ‘private’ on youtube instead of ‘unlisted’. Fixing that now!
Thank you for letting me know! :’D ❤
I have added a Paypal.me link, for your donating convenience!
I mean, if that’s a thing you’d like to do? I will literally fly through the internet and kiss your face if that’s a thing you’re doing. You handsome devil.
About six hours of work condensed into 10 minutes! 🙂
This was recorded during a livestream event, hence the “BRB” blip.
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gildorsonofinglor reblogged your post QUESTION: and added:
Maybe a private podcast? One that only that tier and above would be able to access. You could talk about how you got into art or just how things are going with you, if you feel comfortable doing that :3
That’s not a bad idea!
It would mean that you had to listen to my voice though, which has the potential to deliver lethal amounts of second-hand embarrassment…. :U
BUT! Maybe like a live Q/A session? Would that be interesting to people?
I do not! I guess I could though! Last time I checked you “”had to”” have some kind of actual fundable cause besides “keep me alive” to use the donate button, but!! I do now!! 😀
So, regardless if you’re one of my patrons, I’m curious to know what kinds of things would be exciting to see as rewards on Patreon.
I’m rearranging my reward tiers so more people have access to things like progress videos, etc., but I’m coming up a little short on ideas for rewards that don’t involve me drawing more.
Specifically, in the $15 range– if you were willing to donate that much per month, what kind of big, meaty content would get you pumped to see in your inbox on a regular basis?