The Vala’s voice deepened in laughter. “And are you planning on slithering away from this unsuitable circumstance?” A membrane flicked sideways over his eyes in a reptilian wink. “I understand. I know my own reputation. I know what I am to you.” He allowed himself a sigh, short and disappointed. “Even the son of Arafinwë, wisest and most gentle, cannot stand in the shadow of the convicted without growing cold.”
How troublesome! How flighty are the Eldar! Every time he thought he’d coaxed one into conversation they soon skittered away in fear, or else turned their backs on him in cold disdain.
It came as no surprise, of course. He knew it was too soon to expect even the youngest elves, born in Aman, to be at ease in his presence. Spy on them, walk amongst them, pay them for their time on behalf of his “master”; but never converse with them— the time it took to plant the seed of some minor influence was often all the time he was granted. Not that it mattered….I do not need their company. I have no desire to befriend the vermin that usurped my father’s love, and turned my kin against me! I only wish to gain their trust so I may learn how best to ruin them.
That thought had kept him warm for centuries— Revenge, vague and far-distant, made it possible to suffer the humiliation of his servitude to Tulkas, to share this over-bright island surrounded by enemies who hated and distrusted him, so far isolated from his works, his children; the servants and lovers he’d made his home with. It was the lie of his good behavior that had made it all bearable; but its comfort was wearing thin.
…I do not want their company… but theirs is the only company to be had on this contemptible rock, and I can’t have it! The flames around his shoulders leapt and crackled before he could restrain them.
The prince was easing away from him like a frightened deer, and he had nothing on hand to lure him back, save more words. Quickly the Vala went gliding down the steps ahead of him, a ribbon of black and gold that coiled and reshaped itself back to back with Findarato, feeling the brush of his proud mane just tickle him in the rush of displaced air.
“Serpents, too, prefer the warmth of light and safe surroundings… They are indeed wise creatures; the wisest of them live extraordinarily long lives, hidden away in the safety of their burrows. They take no risks.” He raised a pensive claw. “They are not known for their bravery, snakes… nor their daring. Not very heroic animals; perhaps that is why I do not see them emblazoned on more Noldor trinkets. Still, who are we to judge? The oldest of them we shall never see, twined about the roots of the earth, deathless and heedless of what we hot-blooded fools do above.” Melkor grinned over his shoulder, shark-toothed, watching the threads extending from the elf’s spirit quiver as if plucked. “You’d make an excellent snake, I think… but I wonder if the resemblance is only skin-deep? Time will tell, I suppose."
Findaráto hissed in a breath as the flames rose about the Vala and he could see them as if from a distance, huge and enveloping and destructive, a blight upon somewhere once good and green- but he blinked and they shrunk, entirely manageable if threatening in their own way. He could feel the heat of them on his face.
But then gone again, and this time utterly, as Melkor dissolved and disappeared, flashing by like a spot in one’s vision after gazing too long at something bright. Something not meant to be looked at all and he might have whirled around to watch him leave if he hadn’t sensed him, then, again, directly at his back. Findaráto held himself perfectly still, forgetting, for a moment, even to breath, though he couldn’t say what instinct it was that kept him so frozen. There was a great power at his back and by all rights he should be driven to move and indeed something in him cried out again in warning.
Do not let him get so close.
And he might have stepped away, despite his urge to keep still, might have whirled around and backed up, might have found any excuse to leave. Might have – if Melkor, he who held so many in awe and had once held so many in thrall, had not called him a coward. So sweetly and Findaráto could hear the smile in his voice, but he had grown up in court (grown up with Curufinwë) and he heard what was veiled in those words. His father had picked for himself and his house an animal unsuitable, Melkor said, one without the courage and innovation for which the House of Finwë and the Noldorin host were known. And he, the son of Arafinwë was heir to this legacy?
Well Melkor may be Vala, but he was wrong. There was strength in flexibility and Findaráto knew well how often it took courage to remain still and quiet when others demanded you act, act so often against your convictions. And his father, wisest indeed, knew it to be so.
(And yet – what were snakes, moored to the earth and frozen in the sun, next to blazing stars?)
No. Findaráto would not prove him right. If Melkor doubted his bravery, doubted the very heat of his blood, he would not flee his presence but stay where he was and turn to face him.
The elf and the Vala turned together at the same moment to face one another, and quite by accident Melkor found himself nose to nose with the scowling Arafinwëan prince.
He could taste the difference in the air as he took a breath, sucking the changed particles over the roof of his mouth; sweat dried and blood cooled, resolve crystalizing like tempered metal. It added a distinct ferrousness to the lingering scent of soft gold, making it less appetizing.
Melkor blinked first.
"Have I caused you offense?” His tone was sanguine. “I meant the comparison as a compliment. As I said– I’m quite fond of serpents."
